My Journey

Day Out with Alyssa

admin — Sat, 06 Mar 2010 23:58:32 +0000

This morning, Rolly drove his ninja to San Clemente where he's doing his consulting. On the other hand, I took Alyssa shopping at The Village in Corona. I took her first to Target and we bought a whole box of crayola (it has 120 crayons), paints and paint brushes and some coloring books. She wanted to buy a pink scarf to use at Chez Grand'mere. But because it was 15 dollars, I hesitated. I was then able to convince her she will lose it. Seriously, I don't even wear scarf!

For breakfast, I bought some chicken nuggets for her and a cinnamon-sugar pretzel for me. I can't remember the last just the two of us went out together. Since I started working, we never headed to the park. And because Rolly and I are so busy about some stuff, the three of us are mostly in the car driving. So I owe it to Alyssa a nice, peaceful Saturday. After breakfast, we went to ToysRUs and I got her a Barbie CD player which she loves so much. She got lucky this week, last Thursday she got a pack of LeapFrog Tag Reader with two books. A gift from Rolly's co-worker. It was actually pretty cool as the Tag Pen reads every word on the book. I don't know how they come up with all these great Children Educational Toys. Really Genius!

On our way home around 3:00 in the afternoon, the rain started to pour down. It is my first time to drive on a heavy rain since I came to California almost seven years ago. Rolly was calling me and I can't even answer the phone, I was that concerned. However, I am just glad Rolly made it home too. Just imagine him riding the bike on the freeway while it is raining. Now, that will scare the hell out of me.

Well, tomorrow is Sunday. I am not sure what we have on schedule but I am looking forward to just spending it with Rolly and Alyssa. And by the way starting Monday, I will be starting at 6:00 in the morning. Boy, I am not sure how this one will work out. But I guess it is much better than starting at 9 am until 6. I wish I have more choices though, for now I know I just have to hold on and be patient. Hopefully this year, I will be given a chance to do my career change.

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Moving Forward

admin — Sat, 27 Feb 2010 15:26:04 +0000

Just few minutes ago (before my lunch), my Manager came and said she wants to see me for a while. All these thoughts of "What did I do?", "Am I in trouble?", "Uh oh, this is not good!" just flooded my mind. I cannot even leave my chair so she has to come get me the second time. When she closed her office, I wished I was not there at all... Then she started saying all these good things and I was feeling more comfortable.

She said I am personable. I treat the patients really good. She thinks I am a good addition to the team. She describes me as a happy person (which I really am, seriously), and I always have a great smile on my face. She said I am adjusting to the work environment even if I have to previous Lab experience, and that I am doing good with few mistakes considering I am new. I was just listening and I feel so pleased that I am hearing all these from her. I always try my best on everything... sometimes, I don't get credit just because it is expected of me. For instance, whenever I win on a poster making contest when I was still at school few will say "great job". More people would just say, "Why will she not win on the first place?" Or when I get good grades, my mom and dad will say: "Well, you really should have good grades because we don't let you do anything and you have all the time to study."

It is all good, I guess. The journey is still long and I have a lot of things still undone. I want to achieve higher and be more stable hopefully in the next year or two. I owe it all to those who have played and those who are still playing significant roles in my life. On top of my head, My Mom and Dad for being my foundation since the beginning. My husband Rolly and my daughter Alyssa, the inspiration behind every dream. My brother(s) for always being my allies. Ate Cita, Wendy, Eros and Chloe for always believing. Phyllis, for being so caring. Jennifer Boatman, my first manager who opened up doors for me and thinking I can do even more. Kristen, for giving me more opportunity to grow. Katherine, for giving me a chance to learn more. Other relatives and friends who continue to care. I truly am in debt.

I know I will hear words and meet more people along the way. There will always be that one or two who will either make or break me. Others will merely be passersby and some, I will always remember. They will leave impacts on my life and no matter what or how big or small it will be, it should not alter my path. Forward. Always forward, that's where I am heading...

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Updates

admin — Wed, 24 Feb 2010 04:19:44 +0000

I was so sure I would be able to blog last week I definitely cannot predict the future. We've been hit Tuesday and Wednesday. It was so bad that I felt drained after the day. Wednesday, my Manager had a talk with me about her hiring me permanently with a condition that I will do the closing time that is from 9:00 to 6:00. I was not expecting it, though I heard some people say that eventually I will. Was I happy? I'll tell you this, I was pleased to know that they think I can do what I am supposed to. That I can handle that crazy shift. But if I can choose, I'll probably prefer to just be a temporary as I cannot promise to stay neither will I promise to hang in there for that long just like Jill and Dave. What I can truly give is the best work I can possibly share and do what I am asked to do while I am still on that department. It is a good offer though, and I am happy I am even given the chance for it.

Thursday was Alyssa's 2nd day at school. She was excited as usual. I am glad she's getting used to it. I went to pick her up after work and took her to Carl's Jr. I got her a kid's meal (which she didn't eat), she just love the toy. Then came Friday. Alyssa woke up early and on our way to OC, she fell asleep. I tried to wake her up when we got to Chez. When she opened her eyes, she held on tight and begged to stay. Rolly didn't have a choice but to take her home. I now learn my lesson... I won't let her go back to sleep on our way to school.

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Letting Her Go

admin — Wed, 17 Feb 2010 21:36:22 +0000

Today is Alyssa's first day at Chez Grand'mere. Rolly and I were up already up by 4:30 in the morning and after fixing everything up I woke Alyssa at 5:15 and headed out the door. I was encouraging her to go back to sleep on the drive to OC, but she refused. I think she is a little excited and anxious because she knows we will be dropping her off to school. When we got to Chez, two kids were there and she started hanging out with them. I seriously can't leave her. I keep talking to her giving her instructions on how to play, not run, not do this or do this instead. I am afraid she will hurt herself.

After 15 minutes of hanging out at her school, Rolly finally convinced me to leave. I was still feeling scared for her that I kept asking Rolly to give Terri (the School Director) a call. Finally, Rolly emailed me saying Alyssa is doing great and she made some friends already. I can't wait to go see her at 3:00. I promised I will take her to the store to grab a toy or something... I am just glad that this week is a short one for her. And yeah, I also have my camera with me so I will take some pics too.

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Today’s Rambling

admin — Thu, 11 Feb 2010 21:31:03 +0000

I heard three similar questions today: 1. (Jill) How do you like your job so far? 2. (Zig) Are you feeling comfortable with what you are doing? 3. (Tracy) Do you get stressed out?

I am getting the hang of it, I think. And the tests were more like a review from Nursing school. I get to learn a lot more each day. I am getting more knowledgeable about what test goes with what diagnosis, when the patient should do it, and what are contraindications and factors that may or may not affect results.

The people I work with are great. Dave can keep his cool. Jill is very affectionate. Lupie always cracks me up. Lorely is always helpful. Tracy is a good cook. Leonard is Leonard. Lol. Lucretia has a very good voice. Sima has gorgeous grandkids. Hasina is quiet. Nancy is very nice. Ysela (from the other department but sitting next to me) is so much fun, and so as Laura. They call her sunshine (she doesn't like it). And Zyg is German and likes chocolate. He too is nice just like everybody else. They all make work easier...

About the job itself... I honestly don't see it as a career. By the end of this year, I will be trying my luck on the NCLEX exam. I am not sure if I am prepared, by the looks of it I know I have to do a lot more. I usually don't underestimate myself but I know when I am capable and I know when I am just taking a chance. I tried to be prepared for everything, I went through a lot of competitions from elementary to high school. And despite of putting in my best shoe forward, sometimes I end up to be the second best. And that was heartbreaking. And there were those times too that I was rewarded for my hardwork. It sure boosted my self confidence.

Becoming a Nurse is my ultimate goal... and I know I have to jump over hurdles before becoming one. Whatever I am doing now, I want to say they are all preparations. And even if I have to go through pins and spikes, get hurt on the process, hear words along the way, come across unwanted events, I will hang in there. Sweet Revenge... yup that's what Rolly said (referring to other stuff), I just like how those two words resonate. For now, I am just happy to meet new people and be submerged to direct health care.

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Defining Bilingual

admin — Wed, 10 Feb 2010 05:06:18 +0000

bi⋅lin⋅gual

/baɪˈlɪŋgwəl or, Can., -ˈlɪŋgyuəl/ Show Spelled Pronunciation [bahy-ling-gwuhl or, Can., -ling-gyoo-uhl] Show IPA –adjective

1.	able to speak two languages with the facility of a native speaker.

2.	spoken, written, or containing similar information in two different languages: a bilingual dictionary; Public notices at the embassy are bilingual.

3.	of, involving, or using two languages: a bilingual community; bilingual schools.

The question is: Should I consider Alyssa bilingual then? She speaks both Tagalog (with Ilocano) and English with equal frequency. Sure, she mixes the languages but still manages to convey what she means. Isn't that the whole idea of learning? The process of using both in order to better understand how they complement each other. Just like Spanish-Speaker-children... speaking both English and Spanish, interchangeably. I guess the most important aspect of it is that these kids (that are being brought up into households speaking different languages) have to understand what is being said. Alyssa is bilingual. It does not matter if she only understand fraction of Tagalog and a whole lot more of English. It does not matter if she mixes them during a conversation. That is why she is called bilingual in the first place.

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On Being Inspired

admin — Wed, 03 Feb 2010 23:24:59 +0000

Yesterday, I was so inspired by a quote one of my friends posted on her Facebook account. It says: What is good about the future is that it comes one day at a time. Isn't that kinda deep? I don't know how people comes with such inspiring phrases, they must be really smart. I always want to be optimistic, but there are those situations that get me still. Being human, that's how I reason out my imperfection. I can't be what other people wants me to be. In life, I always take seconds as they come. I sometimes get stuck to a moment but I try my hardest to get over it. For the future, I am setting a goal. Like a project that needs to be done in a span of time. It is always good to know that I have a strong foundation to fall back. By foundation, I meant to say my family. It will be just fine I know that for sure... and thankfully, the future indeed comes one day at a time.

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One Day at a Time

admin — Tue, 02 Feb 2010 23:43:15 +0000

At the end of each work day, I sit and think about what I did right and what I did wrong. It is repetitive job, quite easy once get the hang of it. But one thing I learned for the past two weeks, there is just no room for mistakes. That only one time your did not double check your work is often the time you've done something stupid. I should know that by now, and yet I still seem to get carried away. I push my luck so far and at the end I get caught into thoughts of WHY? Why did I not do this? Why did I not do that? Simple mistakes, yes they are. Minor ones. But they count on your productivity for the whole day. I spend time correcting them. And I tell myself: "If only I did it right the first time."

Nancy was all worried thinking she got me in trouble for not placing the right label on one of the specimens. How thoughtful... But seriously, I can take constructive advices. She was all so nice to tell me what I did wrong. Truly, I prefer that way than any other else. I believe if you say something the right way, it will benefit both ways. You help me help you. I help you help me. Learning is a two way road. And so far, the people I work with have been very helpful.

46 days. Yup, been here at the Lab for 46 days already. David said it is scary that I am counting the days but I do, I can't help it. Specially when you are looking forward to something, days just become numbers. As the pass by, you cross them out. This year is becoming busy for both Rolly and I, and Alyssa's got no clue whatsoever. Rolly is set to go to Missouri for a business trip sometime this month. I hope he schedules it before the 20th so Ate Raquel will still be here to look at the little one. Because I start at 6:30, it will just be so impossible for me to drop her off that early to her new school. After Rolly's trip, all should go so smoothly...

Ok... getting ready to leave now. Yesterday and today were so busy. But I think it is better, it makes you forget about the time. Before I know it, it is already time to leave. 'Will blog again tomorrow!

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Busiest Monday Ever

admin — Mon, 01 Feb 2010 23:34:23 +0000

We were hit hard today. Patients were coming in and out the door, some were even standing waiting to be called in. It was the busiest Monday so far since I started 6 weeks ago. I am just so glad the day is finally over. Tomorrow will be another day... I am ready for it. I just wish that days will go by faster.

Our weekend was a fun one. On Saturday, went to San Juan to pick up Rolly's consulting check then drove around town. We also stopped by the park so Alyssa can play for a bit. I also tried to get some photos and here they are:

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Sunday morning after meeting with Mike, we took Alyssa to our favorite buffet at the Choices in Pala. We had a really good brunch. I was missing that good Asian pork hocks they always cook though... so tender and so tasty!

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That Look

admin — Mon, 25 Jan 2010 23:44:34 +0000

One of my American coworkers from the other department sat down beside me today. She was very funny and everybody likes her. During one of the girl's birthday party some weeks ago, we had a long conversation about me being Filipina. She thought I am cute. Lol! Now, I am not flattering myself ok. That was according to her. She said I have that exotic look and she likes that, and she described herself a plain oatmeal. And when she gets her hair done, she is like an oatmeal with strawberry. Very funny!

About that look, Lupie thought I was Mexican. And David said, I can pass the look of a Puerto Rican or a Bolivian and of course, a Hawaiian. Island Girl... yup, that's what they call me before on my first job here in the US. I basically worked with Caucasians so they were fond of me. Fun fact though, in the Philippines they don't like tanned skin. Most Filipinos think that fair skin is the better skin. Morena is not beautiful. That's why beauty companies come up with a wide range of skin whitening solutions to make the skin a little lighter. When I came to the US back in 2003, that was when I started appreciating what I have. Yes, I am tanned. And I truly love it.

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On another note, Saturday and Sunday, we were so busy. After Rolly's consulting in San Juan Capistrano, we stopped by at some places. Then Sunday after church, we drove to Perris to see his friend. It was a long drive and Alyssa was getting tired. We were supposed to go to dinner in Stanton but we ended up picking ulam at the Filipino Restaurant. Good weekend though... can't wait for the next one.

Today went by so fast. I guess it was because we got super busy since Jill is out on vacation. There were tons of patients trying to make up for last week. I tried my best to keep up with David and still manage to do my stuff carefully. Last week, I did some mistakes. David would say: It's ok, you are still learning. I truly am... then again, I don't want to make that a reason when I forget things, or don't do stuff accordingly. I want to be better everyday... and I guess in order to do that, I have to really focus and analyze more.

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